7/31/2006
Faith, hope and gloryMaybe it's intuitionBut somethings you just don't questionThat's how I feel about all of you. I guess I just have this.. somewhat unreasonable faith that wherever you go in the future, you'll do well as long as you care enough to try. & I've got no idea how to say this, but I think that you do much MUCH better than you think you do and I'm so so proud of all of you and how far you've come, even though I may not be extremely close to some of you. Just thinking about what we were all like 2 years ago to what you guys are now brings this surge of pride and joy. GOOOOSHHHHH. I've been standing on the outside, looking in for most of the time & I don't really think things would have worked out the way they've done if I'd been there & sometimes, that's what makes me sure that back then, I'd made the right decision. Even if you guys don't find it perfect, I believe that with your will, your dedication and your commitment, perfect won't ever be impossible.
You're caught in a one way streetWith the monsters in your headWhen hopes and dreams are far away& you feel like you can't face the dayRecently, the theme of the month to be
reassurance. People surprise you all the time, surprise me now. K thanks.
Give me a moment pleaseMaybe I was wrong about you and who we've become because today you showed me a side of you that I was only vaguely aware of existing. The 2nd theme of the month seems to be
change. Like how everyone seems to be becoming so aware of themselves/other people changing, resulting in a whole domino effect of souring (or something) friendships. I dunno, but i remember reading something along the lines of "People don't change, you just become aware of a side of them you never knew of before."
Well now, you're laughing out loudAt just the thought of being alive& I was wonderingCould I just be you tonightI would like to show you my support. But as we're almost strangers, it's virtually impossible, given the amount of time we have to communicate/interact. Anyway, it would be a little extra, given the support you already have from the people around you. From where I stand, I don't think you've got enough confidence but there you have it, I believe in you.
These are the words I chose
Somehow the right things to sayJust won't come out"Yeah yeah, okay."
"A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to every other."- A Tale of Two Cities by Charles DickensBut I want you to understand.
:D
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